Feeling screwed.
Have only been for the first entre meeting. I totally suck man. Now I am at a lost. I think I will just slack away my 2 years in RJ. But that is not what I want. Kelly said the nomination for entre exco is over XD but I can still self-nominate. What the hell, will never get in. Whatever.

Today was the last RMM session. The last lecturer was great. He's this Indonesian guy who is super entertaining. And for once, we were actually early. WOW. Great achievement. =D Must have SRP outing one day!!

i guess i'm back to square one. gotta believe in myself more =(